SIGH!! this is wad i call shit......
FULL TIME 0-0 DRAW!!!!
adding another 600 bucks to my losing sphree..
i lost almost 3k le... tats it.. tats the end... This is freaking crazy! =(
i have to learn this lesson... tats no one to blame except myself...
even though u still seems to be a big affection to me...
I dunno how i going to clear this shit... god bless me =(

IN A HOUR TIME... ITS WORLD CUP 2010 FINAL!!!!
NETHERLAND VS SPAIN!!!
OH YEAH.....
TONIGHT... IT WILL BE MY LAST BET...
I HAD LOST TOO MUCH IN THIS WORLD CUP...
FUKING INSANE...
If tonight, i still BOOz>.<" I'm in deep shit le...
i cant recover my loss totally but at least if tonight i win.. i can recover my loss...
WHO TO SUPPORT?!?! VIVA ESPANOL
SPAIN!!! TO WIN FULL TIME!!!
I WANT HOLLAND TO BEAT SPAIN FIRST HALF 1-0!!!
THEN 2ND HALF SPAIN CHASE BACK 2 GOALS!!!!
1-2 END GAME N SPAIN RAISE THE WORLD CUP TROPHY HIGH!!!
LOL!! SOUND EASY... LETS SEE WAD WILL HAPPEN!!
OH MAN...
I MAY BE JUST A CASUAL FRIEND TO U NOW..
BUT I NEED U TO ASK ME STOP GAMBLING!!
GOD BLESS ME...

Whoa... HOLLAND VS URUGUAY!!!!
HALF TIME 1-1 NOW...
Watching world cup with fellow comrades..
3 of them came knocking office door @ 2:30 while i'm deep in sleep!! =..=
Now the office is so lively!! bwhahaha...
Really hope holland can beat uruguay 2:1 or 3:1 man...
So far so good man... heh... 2nd HALF starteD!!

Doing my cos duty now... suddenly feel like writing..
Yest i went out for a quite dinner with sher n jj.. when i was alone travelling.. time to time.. u just appeared in my blank mind..
its really been quite long since u go away.. days... weeks.. and even months... soon counting by years...
Saying about us now... seems like just very casual friend... i dun ask for more ask for much.. time to time.. i just text u here n there hoping our tie dun just break off like this...
Since when secondary, til poly til now.. its alrdy 7 years going to 8...
I may be looking @ ur msn nick often, ur facebook update, ur twitter n blog... hoping to know more about ur whereabout, ur lifestyle n most importantly how u doing..
r u still the happy?
Dun worry i am moving on too...
Now i fascinated with knowledge and self-improvement... XD
but recently i seems to down n trapped with something bad... i really need someone tat can influence to advise me.... even my bff cant do it =.= faint XD!

Yesterday will be our 3yrs anniversary if we still together.. but time dun wait... we no longer belong to each other... this weekend is such a short n terrible one... making me think so much..
lOoked back on the gifts on everything n really.. those will be shuffles'memories...

Now i am in tekong camp once again.. now til my last post was really more than a year...
somehow i chose to come back here is to note down wad i wanna blah about...
However @ first look, the page deserve a renovation... cant possible do it here... shall do it when i book out ba... afterall i dun think anyone will still visit tis deserted blog.. tats nice... i can have all the time n spaces i need...

Whee those archives r really very memorable.... yes its will stay at wad it is where it is... a New life i leading now.. need to amend lots of stuff.. dun worry.. nothing is pulling me back le... i just happy go lucky =) SMILE n tml will be a better day.. GOOD nite

Signing off.. `hN

14 Feb.... wad a V'day
a day i been planning, looking forward to when i am in camp....
a day where i graduated from BSLC KILO coy..
wad a happening day..
ME! LEE HONG NANG juz screw it up!
for god sake.. i feel i am such a failure sia...
not i wan to be negative but tats nth else i can say....
Wad so great finishing 28km proudly?! wads so great abt parade..
i am posted to ASLC ECHO coy.. wads so great abt tis either..
SIgH.. irritating army adminstrative...
sad V'day experience i gave to my love one.. myself...
When i tot i could do something different, the difficulties increase.. the hope sunk directly...
i am so speechless now.. juz now... later on.. sian...
useless hN la.....
isnt simple life good enuff o.O
army really fuk up?! Some time dunno whether it helped me or mess up my life...
so confused now sia...
Am i still doing the right thing the right way?
i juz hope for smiles smiles n smiles.. i wan to excel in all aspects..
i work very hard in army.. those sweats n injuries r worth it...
please my on-going day.. ARMY! SAF everything pls dun mess up my life =(
i feel so miserable when my time was use wrongly...
so wrong... wrongg....
i am looking FAR AHEAD FAR FAR AHEAD!!!!
i am working hard.. i know myself..
i am confident i can do it!!!!!
those little obstacles r nth! nth! i not giving up!!!
i not girlish! i am not!
i care for u... i love u...
i believe my hidden effort will pay off..
Muacks.. for the GREAT ONE i will STRIVE!!!!

YO!!! MY DARLING AH... u BACK sg when siA?! super slow eh... i been waiting n waiting since i POP T_T so many millions keep ask me where is SZE LING?!!~@!#
DOTz..........

Dear stayed at home until rot n grow flower le =(((
days without u seem so so super boring!!! HAiz...
i lost passion in dota also... cant play as good as before n not so enthu in it also.. sian!!~

Ya today dear went 'dinner' wif bh cheryl n gl at JP!! haha y 'dinner' ? coz they ate first... i was late!!! HAHA so when i reach.. they finished dinner le n its movie time-__-ll
sooooo i grab a mcCHICKen from mac n ate popcorn combo.. tats my dinner-.-
watched wad when the earth stood still?
alrite its about alien attack!!!! i would rate it soo soo only ba... but its quite a cool show also.. haha
got funny part like the ang moh speak chinese.. super DUMB sia..

ANYWAY... in case u wonder wad i been doing these days...
FIRST of all... MISSING u? almost every second sia.. i SWEAR to GOd!!!
life is so boring-.- now i uds wads cant live without u.. LOL

WADEVA... i had my 1st practical lesson!!! on fri.. i was like super rookie at bbdc...
i tot 1st lesson is drive fake car leh... thn the instructor freaking ask me go into REAL CAR!!! i am like super WTF mode o.O
i start to lik nervous abit asking myself 'IS tis TRUE'? kk i calm down abit n joke ard wif the INdiaN instructor.. i dunno how but juz started to be friendly.. haha.. i guess i make him super headache-.- cos i noob dao no comment... he got to explain EVERYTHING!! yes! EVERYTHING!! LOL teaching me how to ON aircon blahs... he tot i STUPID!!! but well maybbe is his routine=.= haha...
afteR some intro i get to DRIVE the damn car
around the circuit!!

YES i DROVE IT 2 round!! hey its so cool!! more cool when i BREAK the instructor JERK lik hell cos erm.. i din do it nicely everytime haha.. at least few time he THUMB UP to me.. WHOA tats so encouraging..
YA dear going for my 2nd practical TML 9 50am!! FUN FUN...

YA DARLING!!! i tell u.. the enlarged JURONG POINT is gonna give u HELL!!! u sure be too too happy to walk inside!~ whoa its heaven!! bad thing is.... u wun wan to go home at 10pm anymore!!!! OMG LATE SALE MADNESS!! WTH?! its like CARREFOUR!! i dunno how to describe but its totally madness O_O if we shop there.. dear really need alot shopping break where i can rest.. HAHA!~
SO faster come back n check tis JP out!!!
u know bugis street? u dunno jurong street rite... JEEZE... its in JURONG POINT!!!
EXCITED ba...

hey hey u bad gal.. nv come dear graduation.. i mean POP!~ i show u some pic thn=D
Mum n sis put on jockey cap for me! =D


these r brothers in arm!


part of PLATOON 1

more platoon 1!! the best platoon! LOL





NO PIC can be nicer than this!!

DARLING hugz*

hey stop torturing ur baby here.. faster come back give me some WARM ^^ HEHx

SIGNING OFF~~~~~~~

MISS uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu